by H.Y. Tsai May 30,2100
原文：
On the first of every month, Our Lord gives Anne a new message about His call to service.
May 1, 2011
Jesus
Dearest apostles, I speak to you today with a heart filled with love. I am grateful for your steady service. I am grateful for your fidelity to My plan for Renewal. If there is something that is keeping you from total abandonment to My cause, I will show you. Will you accept My light? Will you allow Me to direct you to even greater holiness? I want this for you. I want you to make additional gains in holiness. Perhaps you are afraid of this because you fear I will ask you to give more than you can give. I assure you, dear apostles, I will not ask you for anything you cannot give to Me. I will ask you to serve Me in a reasonable manner that is consistent with the gifts I have given to you. What I am urging you toward is greater intimacy with Me and with My heart. My heart beats with love for humanity in an uninterrupted beat. The rhythm of My beating heart provides you with a steady source of zeal for the spread of the gospel message. Too many of God’s children are without hope. This lack of hope brings them to actions that hurt themselves and others. There is no need for this, dear apostles, and you can change the experience of many if you do as I ask. You will have to be alert in order to hear My instructions, though, and it is for this reason I call you to concentrate on what is good about your life. I call you to concentrate on what I am seeking to do through you. Be at peace. I will help you in everything and, together, we will offer the Father the gift of your ongoing conversion.
意譯：
耶穌希望我們能更完全地成為聖潔，當我們願意接受祂的光照，任何攔阻我們全心順服祂旨意的事物就會被顯現。
對此，耶穌知道我們可能會害怕被要求做超過我們能力所及的事，所以祂要我們知道：祂要我們做的，都是藉著祂已經給我們的恩賜可以做到的。
耶穌迫切地要我們與祂保持親密、以祂的心為心；祂的每個心跳充滿著對我們的愛，只要我們連結於與祂的熱情，就能自然而然成為福音的出口。
太許多神兒女因為缺少盼望，而傷害了自己和別人，然而我們無須如此，我們能藉著連結與主而有所改變。
然而，我們要保持警醒以聽見耶穌的指引，這就是為什麼耶穌要我們定睛在生活中美善的事物上，以及定睛祂要藉著我們做到的事。
我們要安息，耶穌會在每件事上成為我們的幫助，我們與主合一就會獻給天父美好的禮物，就是我們不斷邁向主的完全。
感想：
星期六聚會時,我剛好看到腓立比書,"1:9-11 我為你們禱告的是：你們的愛心會不斷地跟真知識和判斷力一齊增進, 使你們能夠選擇那最好的。這樣，在基督再來的日子，你們會純潔無可指責. 你們的生活會充滿著憑藉耶穌基督才能有的仁義果子，來榮耀讚美上帝。"
覺得跟這篇啟示有呼應，就是我們是因為耶穌在我們裡面活著才能結果子，而不是靠自己，因為離了主就不能做甚麼，所以我如果對事物灰心，例如害怕會計和與人互動，這時我就應仰望主耶穌的幫助(就是選擇最好的，而不是陷入焦慮)，祂的能力就會在我的軟弱上顯得完全，我就享有主的完全，主就像發電機一樣，我要連於祂就會有動力。
「祂要我們知道：祂要我們做的，都是藉著祂已經給我們的恩賜可以做到的」這句話也很鼓勵我，我有一些分享主耶穌給朋友的機會，但是就是無法成功邀請他們來聚會，現在知道主已經給我恩賜，那我就不用去分析哪些事還沒達成,只要保持警醒接受光照，就能去除蒙蔽，聽見祂要藉著我們做的，將既得的恩賜發揮出來。
